I desperately crave intimacy but don't like being around 98% of people
I suffer from a constant low-level melancholy, even when things are going well, that I have trouble elucidating
I don't express myself very well, I have trouble putting words to the sensations I'm feeling
I'm aloof and clingy at the same time, like a cat that only wants attention when you're trying to sleep or do work
I feel like I don't have hobbies or interests anymore.