Okay, so I bet each and everyone of us got some huge secret that we would never want our family to know. Something that will haunt you when you think that the might know about it, but can't ask because that would give it away.
I've got two things that I absolutely never would like my family, or not even my nearest friends to find out about me... well, not right now that is. In the future I might look back and laugh (cliché, i know) at one of the things, and the other one I'd love to be able to share with a future girlfriend-to-marry.
The first thing I've tried to keep as secret as possible, and up until know has been able to is that I two years ago got caught shoplifting, a deed that I'm hugely embarrassed about. I'm glad that the papers from the prosecutor was delivered in anonymous envelopes with no sender and that nothing had to get out over my family. Now I'm waiting for five years to go so that my criminal records will go away and I'm clean.
Shoplifting may not be that much to be embarrassed about, but if you live in a family like mine, and you later start to realize that it is against your own ideals. I still got all the papers around here somewhere and I intend to keep it a secret until all evidence of it ever happened have gone away.
Now, the other one is kinda special, since it isn't really something that I'm ashamed of, nor is it anything I've done wrong. Earlier this year I suddenly got an urge to try out anal masturbation (whoo, plot twist!) simply because I: 1. was bored, 2. wanted to try the "feeling" and 3. get to know myself.
So I bought tons of stuff and it didn't take long before I got my own arsenal of manly man-toys. I would honestly freak out if my family, friends or anyone else ever got to know about that, seriously. If someone would get a hold of my "secret box" I wouldn't know what to do, and I almost got into that situation... I think.
The thing is that a couple of months ago I came home late one evening and found my closet open, that's, by the way, where I keep the box. Problem is, I closed it when I went earlier that day... I think, I didn't know for sure, but I was almost certain that it was closed and that someone had opened it during the day when I was away. The box wasn't really that but, and it is a typical brown "anonymous" box. It did stand out quite a bit though.
However, even though I don't know for sure if anyone ever opened my closet, or if anyone ever noticed the box and looked inside it, I still have dreams of when someone from my family finds the box, or talks to me (or behind my back) about the box (and the contents, of course). In each and every dream I freak out.
Long story short, I made it impossible for anyone except for me to find the box by making myself a hidden compartment in a furniture of mine in which I store the box. The compartment is completely impossible to notice without knowing that it is there. Since then I've had no more dreams about anyone finding it, although drams where my family have already found the box still appeared some time after I hid the box in the compartment, I'm know completely free of those kinds of dreams!
So, that's my two deepest secrets that I honestly don't want anyone I know to know about me. Funny thing is though, since I'm a completely normal guy in my 20s, there could be thousands of people just like me, with shoplifting in their criminal records (although not being the criminal type) and having a thing for anal masturbation. Everyone got deep secrets, and I'd love to hear some more =D