My sense of scale is totally off. Every interaction feels like a connection because I so rarely interact with others. Being alone for too long really fucks you up. It warps your intuition of human relations; The hyper-introspection which is normal to me causes me to become paranoid as I project it onto others, imagining that they consider this event for weeks at least. Every time I interact with someone I instinctively reach out to them. I can't tell if they're just someone else passing by or if I just made some semblance of a real and empathic human connection which I shouldn't fail to recognize and try to turn into a friendship. It must be awkward for the other person to see someone like me.