hello im a shutin and its hard i cant breath cant see light and all i do is order shit i have no more contact with my family no freinds and no life I am a waste of space and im slowly killing myself... All i have is my anime, (H) and various chan for support. Dont become what I have failed My life is useless I should Just die in my sleep but Im afraid of death MY best wish is to have a hikki board so me and fellow shut ins cant help each other one day at a time...