No ... even though I basically changed my life entirely for that girl
I broke habits I never thought I'd be able to break, I did things I never thought I'd be able to do, I said things that I thought I'd never be able to say
I learned so much about myself through knowing her and it really, seriously bothers when I think of what I left untouched
I could have done so much more, showed so much interest in her, but I was scared that I'd creep her out or something
Now I know it was a big mistake not to just honestly tell her how I felt, instead of trying to act like something I wasn't
It really is a long story, but I'd be happy to tell it. This story of mine is why I loved Densha Otoko so much because I experienced what it's like firsthand to try to change for someone.