everyone tells me the whole "your first love sticks with you forever" thing too. can't really afford the self improvement journey of leaving the country. left the country for a trip but that didn't work. perhaps not long enough heh.
from one hopeless romantic to another? it's nice to know I'm not the only one that's stuck like this as everyone else around mee seems to be able to move on after falling for someone. heh I appreciate the good wishes ^_^ good luck on yours as well.
and going out and having people tell me i'll find someone else just doesn't seem to work as well as it used to years ago T_T