I have a problem. I am a RELATIVELY normal person and am capable of sustaining a relationship but I usually end up breaking it off before getting too close or too involved. I am a young person under 30, but I have a problem. I like bitches. I mean REAL BITCHES. Women who have little or no sensitivity and are callous, cruel and mean. Why the hell would I like such a person? Well, I've tried the nice girls, and the girly girls, and even the normal collegey hang out girls. But they don't seem aggressive enough for me. I am no he man, and I am no one special but I like a woman who yells. No nagging, no shrieking, no screaming...YELLING. ORDERING. I don't mean like a dominatrix. I am talking about a mean bitch who doesn't put up with my or anyone elses bullshit. It isn't just being mean either, but tough too. Not body builders, but definitely not someone frail. Someone kind of masculine, but still looks all woman. I guess it is because I am looking for a sense of security. I am not looking for kinky sex(sex isn't that important to me) but I have found that most genuinely mean and tough women are usually possessive and loyal and don't cheat(or at least the ones I've known of). I guess it is because they seem more resilient and independent and loyal. Basically a woman who kind of wears the pants but is still a woman.
I guess I have a lot of issues or something, but that's just how I feel.

NOW DON'T GET ME WRONG: I don't mean TOO MEAN or TOO VICIOUS to the point where they are a TOTAL BITCH. But just bitchy and mean enough. Like they are always mean to everyone else and bitchy to most people and even myself included but will usually show like a little compassion for me and kindness on some occasions. Like they outwardly don't like me, but love me deep down.