Hello. I have lost interest in women. Mainly because my standards are too high. I used to think that I liked mean and bitchy women. Then I realized, that I really don't and that was a momentary fetish. What I REALLY like is dark, superficially gothic looking girls(nothing too far out, just dressed in all black with short page boy black hair) who are kind of waifish and look dark and bleak but aren't really. Like Hotaru or something. Realizing that
A: These women don't exist
B: Anyone who looks like this is not going to have the personality I want.

I have decided to give up on women. I don't like any of them anymore. I mean, yeah I've had some girlfriends and all of that but it was all ultimately unsatisfying. They all have this Lame "Princess" thing where they want everything to be about them. I like someone quiet, gentle, but really dark inside. Kinda nihilistic, but a little sweet without being "in your face". I'm just kind of disappointed. Yeah I could CONFORM and just settle with what's out there. But whatever. I'm fairly decent off and I take care of myself. Looks and starting relationships are not the problem. I can start relationships, but end up not liking the girl or anything because they are all too....umm..what's the word. Pedestrian.

PS I'm not gay and have no intentions of experimenting.