>>26
Cheer up emo kid.. ahem hug memes aside, I can relate a lot. Except for that i don't feel betrayed when they can't put up with me, as i expected nothing less :-p Well, except for the fact that i've been working on my issues for a decade. (cynism and pessimism got me in as early as kindergarten, i'm in my early 20's now) And you should also give cognitive therapy a try.
True love does exist, I've seen it on many, many occasions, and I'm in a such a relationship right now.
The question is only if you can let yourself experience that (this is really the most important bit), and a matter of finding the right person.

Oh, random. you probably also want to read www.stevepavlina.com - it's a site about personal development how-to. Rather good, in my opinion.