I don't know if this is the right place to post this but I doubt Genreal would be of great help.

I am extremely shy. It often affects my social life. I have a few close friends. I sometimes have a hard time talking to other people and sometimes even to my friends. I stutter, blush and other stuff. It really bothers me. It gets on the way whenever I am interested in a girl. It's hard for me to interact with others. I have a job at a book store, it's really hard for me to go there everyday. I don't know why but people scare me in some way. I don't know. I have improved a lot in the last two years. I have changed from not talking at all to actually taking the intiative to talking to people and making a few friends. Still, I am extremely shy.

Also, whenever I hang out with my friends. I feel extrememly happy and hyper. I am not my usual self then. But after it's over, I feel depressed. I get these awful headaches for days and I feel extremely sad. I don't understand why but I get that whenever I have a fun time.