Ok, so the story goes like this. I went for a 1 week vacation to Lloret de Mar, Spain. For those who don't know, this is, among Ibiza and Mallorca, one of the most famouse "fuck towns" Spain has. Mostly Dutch, British, German and Russian people come there to party around and fuck around.

So, me being the lucky guy, on my third day, I meet a girl who is from Sri Lanka but was adopted to Dutch parents when she wasn't even 1 month old. Later the evening I learn she's a virgin. Even a bit later I learn that she was somehow abused by her grandfather when she was 11, and I also learn that this memory sticks really hard with her, as she felt extreme pain when I stuck a finger in her pussy. I, in my drunk state, have held an epic speech to calm her down and make her feel better about herself. Man was this speech dramatic and grandios, I tell, should've written it down.....but I digress...

So, I meet with her another couple of days because she just somehow interested me. I forfeited fucking and actually partying around to meet this girl for the rest of my Spain vacation, and I even dunno why. Luckily, every night I tried to get her to feel better but it didn't work. Well, at least I got a half-assed handjob and blowjob out of it, woo.

So, the thing why I'm posting this is: we live pretty close to other. Well, she's in Holland, I'm in Germany, it's maybe a 2 hour drive with a train. Understandably, if you were abused by your grandfather, you have trust issues, but I saw that she has somehow fallen for me. I got her MSN, we talked, she told me that I'm one of the only persons she can really trust in a long time. Ok, now, how the hell can I make her forget all this shit and enjoy herself with sex? Because by God, she tried, but sticking a finger inside isn't the problem, now the real pain comes when I take it out. What could be the cause, what could be the cure?

I seriously have her own wellbeing in my mind. I know, HUR HUR I JUST WANT TEH SEX well I can get it elsewhere. Of course it'll be a nice bonus, but if I could make someone else feel better about herself and her life, well guess how fucking great I will feel