I have no expectations of long term relation, I just want to be able to say that I went out with a girl once. It's a small step for humanity but a huge one for me :)
When this is over I'll bounce in a deep depression.. again, but when I rise I'll be better off than now.
She will probably be scared to death when she discovers that I never go out etc. , she will lose all interest, she will say I'm sick and must be cured.... the usual stuff.
I don't care.