Wow, when did my problem became a religion thread?
Well, I don't really want to know. I'm back here for some more suggestions...

So last week we went to a concert. I'd been sick for some days by then, and later that night it started raining. I kissed him once so I guess my infection plus the rain got him the flu, too. A couple of days before I failed to get to a date to the movies with him (had a partial proyect to finish and one of my my teammates started bitching a lot when I told her I was leaving earlier, and I couldn't manage to convince her), and since then he had been acting pretty serious and indiferent to me. The night of the concert I confessed that I wanted to be his girlfriend, that I was ready to start going out with him as a solid couple, and at first he was a little surprised but happy, and said he wanted to be my boyfriend, too. An' it was good.
Until the morning after.

Next day I see him at school and I try getting into a conversations, but he seems bored or simply not interested. A friend approaches us and he starts talking normally to him, which confuses me. Some time ago he would have acted cheerful and do stupid but cute things, like poke my stomach while grinning at me or send me little kisses. Now he barely talks to me at school, and sometimes answers to my caresses and loving words. He used to smile to me a lot, but now I almost always see him with a serious expression when talking to me. This has been going on not since the failed date accident, but since we had sex for the second time (condomn included, kthx). I don't know if it's because I did something wrong, or because I asked him to stop and take a shower (we did it two hours straight and he was freaking humping like a bunny in heat x_x the next days it hurted a little bit when I peed. If it was because of this, it's not my fault I'm not used to fuck for God's sake).

I don't get what's going on, I've tried talking to him but it's like talking to a wall, he keeps acting that way and I don't even feel as if he really is happy for my desicion of solidifing (sp? don't really give a damn..) the relationship. This is starting to depress me big time, people. It's been awhile since I've ever cried so continuosly for something that may as well just be in my head. He has said so much things to me... He said he wants to marry me, he said I've been the only woman (I always tell him I still am just a girl, but he insists I'm already a woman for his eyes) in his life. He had said such beautiful words to me but then suddenly starts simply not treating me at all.

I didn't plan falling for him yet another time, I just wanted his friendship back but ended up loving him again. I'm always thinking about him and worrying about his health, taking care of him like a baby, and whatnot. Why do I feel like now I'm the only one who cares about where this relationship is going?
sigh