On the other hand Jesus made clear that there is only one relationship, one marriage, and marriage is who you stick your dick into, not the symbolic ceremony, hence the law to marry a woman you've forced yourself on in the law of moses. God thinks no differently of this today, so don't throw your bullshit around. If you remarry -and get it right now that I've clarified(so you don't say that people who hasn't exchanged rings can go around and fuck at will)- you commit sin. For whatever reason, you are not even allowed to remarry if your wife fucks someone else, you may deny her yourself if you feel so inclined, since she has in reality divorced you, but you may not take another wife yourself, only reunite with your current one. Only if your partner dies you are free to remarry, since marriage is only an earthly union and is dissolved when we part with this world.
It's all in the book if you ever care to read it.
Why do you worry? Isn't the main pleasure of sex to give your partner pleasure? Thats how I get off. Stop thinking and start feeling, not yourself but him. >>2 has masturbated too much and is wrong, you're not supposed to get the pleasure from yourself, if that's your idea then you will fail, unless your bf is a sex-guru and you are a natural born egoist who don't give a shit about anyone but yourself. Youre supposed to get pleasure from giving pleasure, set your mind to that.
The way I see it, your problem lies in your mindset being a shitty mixup of two schools, naturally you trust your instincts to give the right way, but you expect to get pleasure the wrong way because you've participated in sex ed. Forget about all the shit you've learned if you can, and focus entirely on what you have instead of what others have said you should get. Whats still great about sex should be your main concern, and if you can find pleasure in that per my instructions things should start working for you.
Also if he's confident you'll marry and you want that, why are you sneering and mocking? Cut that out, even if it's jokingly it will get old. Tell him how you feel instead, unlike us he would actually give a shit and probably be happy like a little retard. Thats a pearl in your hand but only to him, yet you present it to us instead.