How to stop loving? (7)

5 Name: 1 : 2006-08-22 01:08 ID:RGP6Bwvi

>>3
Alright. You wanna know about me and my ex? 'Kay!
So I met him through my first boyfriend (yet again, another online thing) back when I was in 7th or 8th grade. Back then, he was a really great guy to chat with. A hell of a lot nicer than my first boyfriend. But after some stuff happened, I stopped talking to my first ex and to him for like... two years.

Then out of nowhere one night my first ex calls me. I kinda freak since I never gave him my phone number, but I know who he got it from (a girly friend I used to talk to). We talked a bit and decided to be friends again. It turned out he had been trying to get in touch with me again the whole time, since after I left, he realised what an ass he was and what he missed out on. Psht.

But anyway, since I started talking to him, I started talking to my ex again. We clicked again as friends and it was kinda like old times. I joined some RP site he was on, and through that we started to chat a lot more together, and got closer. Eventually, I started falling for him and soon confessed and we started going out.

For a while, he seemed like the best boyfriend I ever had. Really sweet and thoughtful. We even mailed gifts to each other during christmas. Spoke on the phone a few times, but he was never really into phone much. After a while, communication was kinda dieing down, and I guess that's when I started feeling lonely. But I was still hopeful that something would spark things and keep us together. We met each other at that OSU anime convention. The meeting went really well-- one of the happiest days I experienced this year. Our parents met each other and stuff, too. But afterwards, communication still wasn't doing too well. He still didn't care to call (even after he PROMISED to call me once a week) and we'd go hours without talking to each other online. He was always busy with games, RPing, anime and other things. I have no problem with all that-- heck, I do all the same things, but is it really so hard to talk and spend a little time with your girlfriend, however you can? It's not like we had the pleasure to see each other face to face all the time. We live over 14 hours away from each other. I knew he had his own life, but really, I felt ignored a lot. He'd barely even share how his day went with me. So I broke it off for the sake of my happiness.

We stayed friends afterwards. But nowadays I can't stand to talk to him. He can act like a jerk and jokes way too much. I'm still kinda sensitive about the break up. I never really stayed friends with an ex before (I'm not even talking to my first boyfriend anymore) but sometimes he jokes about us breaking up. I know it's all meant in good fun, but it irks me. It feels like what we had was really nothing. So yeah. That's the jist of things with him.

I really hope neither of them see all this.@_@;

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