I'm back guyz, I'm Warez Otoko from some weeks ago... I have another story.
I didn't contact fuckbuddy girl from my previous thread, because I got caught by ANOTHER one...

Cool stuff: 1-we have same problems in extreme shyness and zero social life, 2-consequently she's quite lonely, 3-she likes anime, manga and japanese movies!
Bad news: we met on IRC and we live 400 km away from each other :(

I posted an announce about doing a group suicide in a loneliness support bbs, and she was the only one to reply. We met last monday and we chatted every night except thursday (when she came to say hello but she wasn't feeling well). The record is 3 full hours (ended by me.. it looked like we could have stayed all night..).

We exchanged a couple of our favourite songs, we talked about anime, movies etc...
Last time she said it's fun to chat with me *_* and she didn't want to go when I said let's go to bed...
But what really has glued us together is our loneliness. Mostly I let her talk about herself, I think the reason why she talks with me it's because I'm cool about her perma-depressed mood (in the sense that I don't try to 'help' her like a normal would do by suggesting remedies, I don't get upset by her stubborness in crying over herself... but instead I listen and share.. while not taking it as a too big deal - I even make her laugh sometimes..).

It's the first time in my life that a girl lets me take a look into her heart, it's something big for a 26 y.o. geek virgin. While obviously I won't say I'm in love after some chat sessions, I certainly like her.. because she is similar to me.. and I want her to feel good..

If we keep talking like this I'll want to suggest a meeting, but even if she's as lonely as me I fear that for her I'm just another pastime and not a candidate for a love affair.
(And obviously there's the obstacle of distance, it's a 4 hours trip from my place to hers by car...)

Any comment greatly appreciated, I really have no idea of where I'm going with this..........