Hi guys. 18 years old here.

My problem is I'm still madly in love with my ex-girlfriend. We broke up two years ago and I haven't been able to get over her.

I have friends that keep me company, but they can only do so much, and I feel awkward opening up to them about anything... Because it usually ends up with them not knowing what to say. They're not really compassionate guys, I guess.

So, I turn to the internet.

I just can't shake the feeling that she was the one for me. We both had a unique sense of humour that no one else around us really got. She's one of the very few people I've ever met that I could fully put my trust in. She's kind to most people around her, regardless of who they are. She may not be the most good-looking person to the average eye, but to me she is beautiful. She just has a radiance around her that makes everyone love her. Some of my happiest memories are of her.

I've looked and looked, but I can't seem to find anyone out there that even comes close to her level. It feels like she is irreplaceable, and I'd be better off trying to get back together with her than go looking for other girls.

Breaking up with her messed me up, but after 2 years I'm finally feeling better. I have a decent job, I'm a lot more outgoing(I used to waste my life on MMORPGs..) and I'm feeling quite better in general. The only thing missing is a relationship, and when I think about that, she's all I can think of.

I'm ready to try again. I'll lose the weight I put on while I was depressed over her. I want to do all the things we never did before and tell her all the things I never did before, but wanted to. I'm willing to do whatever it takes to make it work this time. I want to live without regretting at least trying.

Is this a good idea, 4ch? Is reigniting old love possible?