I feel sick. I cannot sleep, I cannot relax. It is 2am in the morning all I want to do is sleep or throw up. I feel like if I throw up all of this pain I feel will be flushed out of my system. But I know that the awfulness will build up again in me. I just want to fast forward in time so I can put all of this behind me and forget.

Stupid me, to think I can love a girl and have her reciprocate the feelings. Well I can promise you this /love/, never again will I allow myself to be fooled by a girl or be fooled by this silly idea called love.