I find myself liking this guy who has absolutely none of the characteristics that I'm into. He's not asian, he's not skinny (at all), not that tall, curlyish brown hair, and even though he's a gamer, he's all for the first-person shooters. But he's really nice and accepts me for who I am and I can't help but like that part. A lot.

But he likes another girl. Not like he knows that I know, but that part doesn't really matter. I really don't stand a chance.

One time I poked his side and realized that he had a big tummy. Normally that grosses me out. I giggled. Wtf is wrong with me?