I can't think of anything else except her face and voice. She smiles when I smile, and laughs at my lame jokes. All these things are great, but she isn't mine and I have no idea what to do.

I've only seen the girl once and I already know we have very little in common although if it were a few years back it would have been different. This lack of information means it can't be love (yet?) and there's no obvious sexual drive behind my thoughts so I have to classify it as infatuation.

But despite this lack of things in common and my rational view of the situation, I still can't help but fall for her.

I'm so over shit like this. Life would be so much easier if I could switch off the emotions and spend my life smacking shit with a crowbar.