I just found out that the guy I had been crushing hard on for the past year is a slut and a dishonest person. In my defense, I had an inkling that he was a bit of a bad boy, but he was very discreet about those kind of activities in front of me. I'm kind of glad actually, because although we parted ways a couple of months ago, I'd never truly managed to move on. I realise now that I'd been idealising him and this latest discovery has confirmed that for me. It's like all the pieces of the puzzle falling in place. Little suss things I remember about him are beginning to click. I'm just frustrated that I didn't want to trust my gut instinct earlier. I'm usually a very good judge of people, but it's funny how feelings can get in the way. I feel so foolish.