Okay, i can understand that people all have different opinions and that i do sound like a lying cheating whore..

i'm going through a really bad dip in my life right now.
i had to appear in court today as a witness for a rape and child abuse case against my uncle whom i lived with for 11 years.

I think personally that i haven't come out of that whole experience to bad, and atleast i'm still sane and have a positive outlook on life.

but this could also be the very reason i jump into bed with a guy so easily, i don't know.

i just wanted to add that this guy, who so-called loves me so much, forgot that i was in court today and instead just left me very rude messages on my phone for ignoring him...

while the other one who hasn't even know about this situation for long and barely knows what its about, phoned me at 7h30 this morning to ask how i was feeling. and then again at 17h00 this afternoon...

now - is all the trouble just coming from my side, or does my current boyfriend just seem to becoming a little bit of a jerk?