Silly girl and everyone in general. Please take this Mireille guy's advice lightly. This Mireille guy wish he was a professional, but his not.

Silly girl, my best advice is to seek professional help, psychologists, counsellors, shrinks, etc.
And do what you wish, if you don't like him, dump him. It doesn't matter, this world is full of pain along with a few pleasant things to hope for. Silly girl, this world is full of selfish people. There is few left that are decent but none to be found. People are greedy, selfish, corrupted, wretches,etc. It wouldn't seem big if you did what you did. you shouldn't worry about the guy, he should deal with it, or at least he learns to deal with it and should be expected. Conflicts and more conflicts, it doens't matter how wrong. the end is able to endure and come out the winner until someone takes over.