Hello everyone. Back in high school, I had fallen in love for the first time with this girl. I couldn't believe it; she was pretty, funny, kind, but in spite of it all, she was a nerd like me; games, anime, being stupid. She was everything I looked for in my dream girl.

And then she told me she was a lesbian.

I persisted months after this revelation, holding out hope that somehow a miracle would happen, to no avail. Eventually, she came to me wanting to talk things over and put everything to rest.

Now, everytime I see/hear yuri, especially here on the chans, all the memories come back to me at once, and I get chest pains. What should I do? I've been going through this for almost 2 years now, and I am terribly concerned about my health.