i am not going to kill myself for it.. just a little shook up how she used to react when i was around and how she reacted now.. just a little upset but i think i am strong enough to take it.. if she thinks she is too good for me then oh well, her loss, all i wanted to give her and make her feel like she was out of this world, some other girl, who cares about me as much as i care about her, would be getting all that.. i am fine with that..