Every time I look through here, that start of most of the posts is:

"Let me start off by saying I'm pretty Shy."

You just figured out your problem. I was pretty shy too, and I synpathize, but the answers you're getting are the same answers people have been giving on this board since this board began. You all know why things are hard for you, and if you don't know what to do about them you can peruse the board at your leisure for the many solutions.

Don't take life so seriously, yo? High school doesn't last forever, shit blows over, etc. etc.

Aaaaand Done.

(PS: I'm not trying to troll, so hopefully I didn't hurt any feelings, but sriously, you all know the answers, and you just want to fantasize a way into NOT knowing the answers because the answer is scary.)