Well, I've found a girl who is probably the exact image of what I have, all along, considered the ideal woman. The only problem? She's not legally a woman yet, as I'm sure you guessed from the title.

I've been trying to forget about her, but my adoration of her is already to the point where I can't find fault in her and she runs through my mind almost every few minutes. If only she were a little bit older, I wouldn't feel so bad about this infatuation, but as it is it pains the hell out of me knowing that there is nothing I can do about this.

What's more, I know that she is at least interested in me. She's a very quiet girl, yet she's always willing to talk me, and others have even made me aware of the fact that I'm the only person she has opened up to.

I'm not exactly the type of guy that is popular (or confident) with the ladies. Hell, I've never even kissed a girl before, and I'm in freakin' college. So, from my perspective, this may be the only girl I'll ever have a chance with. She's already the only girl who has initiated conversation with me.

So, what should I do? Wait a few years and hope nobody swoops her up before then? Forget about her and hope maybe she has a slightly older clone?

Yeah, kinda weird question, I know. But I had to ask someone, and it just felt impossible ask anyone I knew without them viewing me in a very different (and darker) light.