How to escape e-love? (23)

1 Name: Secret Admirer : 2007-01-06 18:35 ID:xAZe/hyG

I have fallen hopelessly in love with a girl who lives in an entirely different country and cant seem to escape. I've known her for a little over a month now and I haven't been able to stop thinking about her for a second. Its not even like Ive never been in love or anything Ive liked girls in rl before too and had dates but this time its different; for some reason Im feeling a love her like I never have for anyone else. I basically cant spend more than 10 minutes in the day without thinking about her and I have literally become depressed sometimes knowing that I will probably never be with her. I think she may like me too but I certainly dont think she would be interested in ever meeting up especially because of our age (both of us still in highschool). I feel so happy whenever I am talking to her but I still just have such a strong urge to be able show my emotions physically in some way to her. I dont want to give her up but Im clueless as to what to do now. Ive basically been driven insane by her but I still just want her so badly.

15 Name: Secret Admirer : 2007-01-12 11:02 ID:NHX2fNbs

aw sad, i have friend that i consider as my online bf cuz we treat each other like we're a couple IRL, i also marry him in every RO server i went to. we talk bout stuff like who's gonna cook when we're together but obviously those are impossible. but i dont have the courage to ask him if he loves me as a real person and not as an online illusion. it's going to be sad for him if he loves me as a real person because in truth, I love another man, but we're not a couple yet, my dad forbids it until after highschool

16 Name: Secret Admirer : 2007-01-12 11:02 ID:NHX2fNbs

aw sad, i have friend that i consider as my online bf cuz we treat each other like we're a couple IRL, i also marry him in every RO server i went to. we talk bout stuff like who's gonna cook when we're together but obviously those are impossible. but i dont have the courage to ask him if he loves me as a real person and not as an online illusion. it's going to be sad for him if he loves me as a real person because in truth, I love another man, but we're not a couple yet, my dad forbids it until after highschool

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