we are couple for 5 years now but my mental and emotion has becoming worse. he is so bad tempered. at one time, he had kick, punch, and hit me with his scrambler helmet until my nose was bleeding. my face was swallon after that until i don't recognize myself... i feel so sad and heartbroken since my parents never treat me this way. He always said that he love me but why did he do that to me? he always beat me... until today. i really want to hate him but i'm afraid if there were no guys who wants to love me... i want to hate him but i can't... love makes me sick... i wish i have a cold heart just like him...