>people's personalities just irritate me, and I cannot simple lower myself to their level to get what I want.

You will find out what you really want, sooner or later. To get it, you will change, you'll raise yourself to the levels of others if you need to. You will shed the world outlook you portrayed, and you've already started at it. It is evident in your selfreflection.

>I am going to die alone, holding on to a misguided and stupid sense of self-righteousness.

so, no. not gonna happen.