[drama] How do I get closer now? [failure] (101)

76 Name: OP : 2007-06-03 17:48 ID:fKaClyo+

Wonderful advice from >>72 (as usual.) I'll take the other posts into consideration as well, thank you for all the advice. However, I no longer fear, as >>68 suggested, that I have been put as just a friend, because of something that she herself surprised me by saying to me this morning.

We were talking online, just about the war in Iraq or something, but we somehow ended up on the topic of relationships and she said something like, "Maybe you should stop torturing yourself by doing nothing."

My God, I love her.

Stunned and speechless, I stupidly replied with something like, "I know that, I'm trying but it's difficult." And she, always undeterred by my horridness, said that I need to have faith in myself.

Of all the people that could encourage me, I never imagined she would be one...if there was ever any indication that I should try and take it to the next level, this is it. I've been looking at it all wrong, as usual; her brief words have completely changed the way I see our relationship. So, I guess I was the more cowardly and shy one after all, in the end! Everything was prepared for me to go for it all along, I just couldn't see it. The next time I see her, I'm going for a kiss! I just pray I can do it...Thank God she's so encouraging and forgiving; I would have been dropped by anyone else in a second. Ah, Julia, I am such a fool! You should know that I don't deserve you...

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