...Long Distance x_x (7)

1 Name: Anonym~!u2azanJkqA : 2007-03-18 12:15 ID:6VsXK1Hl

May have seen me before ages ago..if not, meh. I need to let loose a bit..sorry...

OK, Met this girl via IRC about 3 weeks ago, started MSNing with her about a week ago.
Turns out she has a really fucked up life, kinda like me, so we've connected quite well. Find out her ex[and first] is a total jackass and can;t get over her...on Friday I found out he actually raped her, which totally pissed me off at that ex, and felt bad for her, so I went to comfort her.

Now, we have really connected. and I mean really. Secret fetishes, sexy emails, the lot. all in about 5 days x_X. We've text-sex'd, she's sent me pic of her teasing..like, the lot.

Talking to another female friend, I find out she likes me..and I really like her too. Just...she lives in frickin Mauritius. She and her mum are looking to move to England [great for her cos then the ex can't be a fucktard..and for me too]...and I reeeeally want her over ASAP. Not to just do her, but to, like, protect her, y'know...

Now, i'm fat, ugly. I accept that.[quick emo cry]...and I've accepted girls go LOLFAT to me...so much so I have 0 Self-esteem. Mauritian lady..she;s seen me, and knows about me...yet still carries on...so, like, I'm stunned now.

Fears that I'll mess it up are:
a- Say crappy line, insults her massively
b- we meet, she goes eew
So far...

least one good thing as come out of it sofar...I've vowed to lose weight >_>' Go me.

Rant over. post, don't, w/e. Just help by wishing for success.

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