I found out yesterday that the reason she'd been hem-hawing is because a few months ago she became "exclusive" with another guy, and she wasn't certain what my intentions were (and we'd both been sick off-and on for 7 weeks). So, yeah, did I simply mis-interpret her touchyness and the way her entire face would light-up and how her voice would soften whenever she saw/spoke with me (up to last Sunday) as interest for something else, or am I being jerked around?

Yet she also wants to meet up with me for coffee later this week. Considering my dating experience is null, I have no idea how to interpret any of this. I'm thinking it's a pity/consolitory/'let's be friends' get together though?

I also learned that, just as I had anticipated, psycho-girl had asked me out so she could make herself still feel desirable, and my superiors are not happy with me because they feel I am over-reacting to nothing and now feel that I am the one causing "drama". In a couple of days I will confront my supervisor directly and request a yes or no answer to if this company is going to be a long-term career opportunity for me based on their personal views of me and my personnel file.

On a happier note I'm getting an MRI next week so the surgeons know what part of my back to operate on (again), and my disabled mother I've been taking care of for the last year just might be able to drive me home from said operation instead of me having to ask a co-worker to drive me home.

Could this year get any shittier? Scratch that, my Magic 8 Ball just told me I won't have a job next month.

I think I'm going to go find an emo to out-emo.