What should I do?
- Confess to her, risking being rejected and not seeing her/talking to her ever again.
- Not confess, remain good friends (talking mostly online though, we've just graduated) and possibly hate myself for the rest of my life.
- Kill myself.
- ????
I'm really lost, I will regret doing 2 and I will probably regret doing 1 (I really have no idea what she would say).