OP.
>>4
I am in classes. I'm studying some child care-centric classes at the moment. However, my job doesn't let me get into too much. At the moment, it's once a month, because I work eight hours a day five days a week and need the other two to recuperate and get rid of any illnesses I've contracted from the kids at work.

>>5
I don't know if cool is a word I'd use to describe myself. Thanks, though. I think?

>>6
Yes, I have. I've had a girlfriend who broke up with me because she didn't have the same feelings for me anymore. She was a little cold, but she'd had a lot of boyfriends. I think I was one of those "rebound relationships", though I didn't notice it at the time. She'd just dumped a guy and I was the one who usually comforted her when she was sad or upset. We didn't have that much in common, but I had a lot of fun with her. We'd get into little arguments (not serious ones) about music. She liked emo and rap while I like classical and Celtic music. I'm not sure what she liked the most about me. The thing she disliked the most is that I worried to much about her (though I think I didn't. Is it legitimate to want to talk to your girlfriend about how she's feeling if she cut herself multiple times with a razor blade?). But, to quote Northern Exposure, sometimes when you look back on a situation, you realize it wasn't all you thought it was. A beautiful girl walked into your life. You fell in love. Or did you? Maybe it was only a childish infatuation, or maybe just a brief moment of vanity. Take and own? I don't quite follow that.

>>7 I can relate to a degree. I've only had one girlfriend; the one above. A few things.
->They say looks are not that important, but according to them I am way below average which makes it impossible for them to be with me. As you might understand, this is quite frustrating.

This really gets me about girls, too, because, honestly, I don't think looks are important. When they're 70, they're all going to be old, and unless they're three quarters action figure, their looks will fade. A kind heart is what I look for.

->It's really frustrating to be so unattractive that no girl wants to be with you.

When you say unattractive, how do you mean? Fat? Skinny? Deformed? A lot of things can be changed if you're willing to put the requirements into it.

->I think I'll just die lonely. I'm actually not pitying myself. I just consider it a fact that some people like myself are born with this curse

I used to be like that, and was actually quite comfortable in it. I was bitter at first, but then just grew comfortable with it. Unfortunately, that comfort got taken away, and I've been left up the creek without a paddle.

->Ever noticed how good-looking guys don't need to do anything special? They just have to be present and all the girls go to him as if he's a magnet. They are all open to him and give him all the chances he needs. But they won' give me a chance at all. Even the not so good-looking girls are way too arrogant to me.

Good-looking guys are mostly arrogant jerks. As girls get older, they'll realise that. (I think...) Also, are looks important to you?

>>8 Well, at least you were being honest, I suppose. Perhaps you should look to your own advice, too, though. "It could prove interesting once you found out about her inner self, no?"