Hi.
I'm 15 and until I was 12 I was always laughed at at school.
My only friends were people like me, the outcast girls, who everyone called ugly. One day, I decided to gain popularity. To do so I knew I had to befriend the most popular guy in class, and then if he starts hanging out with me and he likes me, everyone else would. I didn't think he will want me as his girlfriend or anything, but maybe if I did something with him he would be nicer to me.
So one day he asked the teacher to go out to the bathroom in the middle of a lesson. I did the same.
I caught him when he was about to go in the bathroom, and just pushed him in and them got on my knees, took down his pants, and sucked his cock. He didn't object. After that, I got invited to my first party.
So, I was finally popular. But the problem was, that in order to keep getting invited to places and to keep hanging out with the popular crowd, I had to suck some more cocks.
Eventually this leads me to today:
I slept with the entire football team. The girls hate me. I'm a sperm dumpster.
I want to stop doing it, but I'm too afraid. I don't know what would happen. If I stop now, Everyone will just call me names and tell everything I did to everyone... I don't know what to do.
Should I keep doing it until I finish school?
Please help.