Ok, so, I had a relationship with another guy for 5 months. Yes, I'm a guy. I started crushing on him, and we were best friends, and then I asked him out and we started dating. It was both our first time dating another guy. Usually I date girls, I'm bi. So whatever.

That was back in December, and we dated until May. We just could not stop fighting about stuff. It was just really stressful. I would be too emotional, and say something out of jealousy, then he'd be pissed and not want to talk/see me. And it just got to a point that he wanted to be just best friends again.

You'd think that would solve most of our issues, but it didn't. I thought it was bad originally, but we just snowballed down hill. We were off and on ignoring each other, both hurt and mad for various reasons. Then we both went both traveled to the US, and ended up being only like two hours apart. Before we left the other country though, we made up and stuff. We were on good terms.

So after a month of not having the internet, he finally gets back on MSN and starts talking to me, and says he already got a date for a dance at his school. He should have KNOWN better than to mention dating. So I shot back with "Is it a guy or a girl" and he's like "what are you talking about?" blah blah blah. And then he tells me he doesn't want to get together to go to the mall like we were planning and shit.

HOW DO I GET ON GOOD FUCKING TERMS? Like, I love him. Completely and totally. I want to win him back, but I don't know how the fuck to bridge the chasm between us. And I can't just apologize, because that's what I always do. I have to apologize profusely to get him to talk to me, and it basically means nothing anymore.

So it's reduced me to getting help from anonymous people on the internet.