here's my problem
today is our one year anniversary, of my girlfriend and I. We're crazy in love, i really didnt know it even existed to feel like this. we really love each other alot, see each other 24/7 or almost, always have fun, make love about 7 or 8 times a day (no exageration) and there's just this constant feeling of honesty and trust. i thought i had really found my soulmate.
BUT a few days ago i discovered something. She left to a very far foreign country for 5 months 3 months ago and i knew she had gotten really distant. but i had gone to see her and we had spent amazing vacations together. during these vacations she had told me she loved me again and she knew this was the real thing etc. so when i came back home after having visited her, i wasnt suspicious anymore of her distance, because she had guaranteed me she was crazy in love with me. but now i just discovered that she slept with two guys during her stay over there. One before i came to visit her and one after, which drives me crazy !!! And she lied to me about it until now, which is 5 months later for the first guy !! she says she lied because she didnt want to lose me. Since she's been back (3 months) she's been 100% faithful and i can see in her eyes she loves me. We've been fighting alot about her unfaithfulness and she has been crying liters, realising it's the biggest mistake of her life. she says i am the one, the love of her life and she will never ever lie to me or cheat on me again.
Other info: i was her first time.
so, anyone knows what i should do? should i stay with her? i mean, she has hurt me ALOT, i was crazy in love with her and stayed faithful all the time. and now she's done that to me, but i cant stop myself from loving her. i mean you should see her: beautiful, cute, clever, smart, funny, intelligent, tall, blond, blue-eyed, etc. she's so perfect... is it the price i have to pay for her perfectness ??
any comments are most welcome.
thanks.