Just checked my emails:

"U know I still love u, and I would luv it, but I just can't handle it right now. I have sooo much going on that I'm just exhausted. You deserve someone who can be fully and completly committed to you. That's what I want for you"

I know she's trying to remain impersonal because she's stopped using full words. Sucks. I'm not as crushed as I thought I would be, just deflated.

This thread is now about how I can meet someone new.