yo Fail-Chan...don't put urself down. U r who u r. I think da reason y u feel dat y is b'cuz u categorize urself away from other cliques. Therefore, u b'come envious and depressed. However, if u still want ppl 2 b open 2 u...THEN OPEN UP TO THEM!!! i kno it hurts 2 say "I'm so afraid of letting people know the 'real' me... I'm scared they'll end up using my weaknesses against me. I've been bullied a lot before. I'm scared of being hurt again." I've went through it b4 too...b'cuz I LET THEM hurt me. However, dat was in middle school. Even though I got bullied again in high school, I at least put my foot down and told them 2 fuck off. Apparently, some ppl admired dat...and now I have good friends.

Da main point, Fail-chan, is build up self-confidence and courage 4 urself. Only dat (and stop callin' urself Fail-Chan...we need 2 give this grl a new name) will enable u 2 have ur head up in society.