I'm sure you are attractive and that attractiveness is going to attract guys and because of that. You will be attracting the trash and the jewels as well. I suggest date multiple guys and learn things about them and let a little bit of stuff out about yourself gradually.

Don't worry about being socially retarded. The only reason you are is because you haven't been trained or practiced that particular skill in your life. YOu just gotta build that up from scratch, work little at a time.