Disregard that last reply (he sucks cocks).

Re: communication. If you want your boyfriend to know how you feel or what you want, TELL HIM. Until humans develop widely spread telepathic abilities, people aren't generally going to know what other people are feeling without being told in some way. Seriously. It doesn't get any easier in this regard as time goes on, either. Give it ten years and you'll still be bringing shit upon yourself if you just expect your man to somehow know what's wrong.