okay, so basically she somehow convinced me not to break up with her and to give her a second chance. and you guys wanna know what the sad part is, and why i'm such an idiot? i want everything she says to be true. i want her to not be cheating on me, and i want to still be with her. I mean, i am in love with her. more than i thought. I am seriously so in love with her that i would do anything and i cant imagine life without her which is why it make this whole sitution that much more painful. I dont want to be without her, and i dont want to lose her. I realize i want her so bad. I just finished watching Juno with the fam-bam and i miss her. i miss her so much and i want to be with her so bad. that's why i think i'm an idiot, and i guess you could say this thread is basically over now.
but dont get me wrong, if shet like this happens again it's done