Gambatte wit ur relationship...u'll never kno wat will happen in da relationship...so u just keep goin'. I'm glad dat u still have feelin's 4 her...but also b realistic 'bout wat happened just recently. As long as u kno da consequences of goin' through this...u and ur grl can probably get out of this in one piece.
Also...4 a lil extra support...maybe u 2 need 2 go 2 a counselor or psychiatrist (sry...i can't spell dat).