I must be honest here, I was in a situation alike this one, that's why I would like to help miss OP. I had a crush with a friend, and I really wished to tell her that I liked her. She was really beautifull, smart and cute. And I used to be chubby and clumsy at that time, so I had 0% chance to make her my Girlfriend. I acted stalkerly with her, but I never confessed. 6 years of crush made me think of how stupid I was, and finally confessed. She told me I was late, too late. If I would confess earlier she would be my girlfriend, but I acted as an idiot. I never forgived myself because of that. And I wish that miss OP wouldn't either.

I, personally, think that you can get this boy you like, we all wish you do. Don't waste time, just do it. We will cheer you up if needed and give you advice. Our best hope are on you now.