>>11 Its because you probably have emotional instabilities as well, being attracted to people with the propensity towards psycho-ness is really telling, normal healthy people are attracted to other normal healthy people.

>>12 Rofl you life would be a lot different if you made the healthy changes that would make it different. EG going to a counsellor to deal with your insecurities.

You don't magically become a better person just by wishing it.