I had a childhood friend growing up, and I saw her again after 10-11 years. Though she visits every Christmas for her grandmother, I seriously fell in love w/ her and I thought a relationship could work out. Last May 2007 I flew to visit her and I spent about a week at her parent's place w/ my family. At the end of the trip I said I liked her... She said she could feel the same if I got into better shape(I was blinded at the time). Anyways July comes around and she asks me to become her BF. Our relationship progressed over the next few months, when she came to visit again I took her out to nice restaurants and spoiled her Sasuke fangirl ass like crazy, buying her a lot of stuff and spending time w/ her. When January came She breaks up w/ me saying she's not sure if she feels the same way and stuff. The real reason was that her friends wanted to see my reaction and she wanted for me to beg for her to take me back. She always looks for drama and I said no, she ends up chatting w/ me over the next week thinking ive gone depressed. pissed of w/ her drama seekingI broke of contact with her ever since. Though last April she gets a new bf from Ohio (she lives in Indonesia) after meeting him in deviantart, though it only lasted a week. I'm bitching because she said that Im the only guy to ever treat her properly and pay attention to her and shit. Im just pissed of because her only reason for dumping me was because she was bored, not bothered. It couldnt have been her parents because they liked me for her. Anyways it's June now, I got into better shape, more fit and muscular and having fun w/ my new self. though she might pay an early visit, I'm not sure if I could forgive her or even think of getting her back, but I want to make her hurt for leading me on...