>>7
There comes times when just any attention will seem like heaven compared to where you are, and you'll reach out for any safe bet you can find.

After all you seem to be ignorant about basic reasoning once faced with counteractive emotional burdens. If you're that kind of person, there's no telling who you might end up becoming, or how much you'll hate yourself for it.

The only reason you're thinking "maybe it's nothing" is because you've developed feelings for this guy. Take this oppertunity and let them die, and realize these are just phases and don't mean anything. You'll be over this many more times before you find that special someone who will eventually turn out to be a mistake anyway. But at least you'll feel better about it when you know you didn't have all those warning signs first hand, and it wasn't your fault, etcetera.

Another line of reasoning would be; Since everything turns to shit anyway, why not have yourself some right now?

...Well fuck, I don't know what to say... Do whatever you happen to do, chances are it won't be what you decided for anyway, and there's just no telling