OP here on a different computer.
i havn't been able to eat since she told me a couple of days ago. both food and porn make me feel really sick.
she texted me last night asking for my AIM, so maybe she feels like talking about some things - or at least is serious about wanting to keep me as a friend (either i'd feel great about at this point).
i still don't know how i'm going to handle seeing her with another guy. i almost think it might be in my best interest to just avoid her until i feel 'right' again. she still doesn't know i'm taking this badly.
far as the fighting thing, i've never had anything i've disagreed on enough to argue. i don't know if she ever held things back.