OP here. The distance isn't that great but I'm in a relationship I'm not happy in and trying to get out of and that's causing me a lot of anguish too. I think about this person all the time to the point I'm worried although I don't feel messed up in any way (fooling myself I know). I'm so confused tho' because he seems to want to talk to me and he gets upset if we have a disagreement or don't talk for a while. Every sign seems to indicate interest but I'm very, very confused about him not wanting to meet me when he had the chance..... I don't want to marry him or anything but it's strange to me and it really gets me down.

Apologies if I seem emo-ish. I'm confused and maybe emotionally all over the place too right now. I don't have anyone to talk about it with. The few friends I have don't know I go online and I can't even begin to explain to them about this guy.